Handjobs are a waste of time in my opinion. I rarely give handjobs anymore. Just find a friend and ask him to let you give him oral sex. Or any other guy. If you're reasonably young enough, you could do what I do, that is, go to the skate park and tell the skaters that I'll suck them off. There are always a few who take me up on my offer. Before you blow him, lick his feet for a while, then lick his balls. While you're blowing him, break off whenever he's about to cum and lick his feet and balls some more. A good blowjob should last at least half an hour, and an hour or more if possible. After you're comfortable with giving blowjobs, you could ask the guys you're blowing to fuck you. It's actually better to get gang-banged the first few times, because it mostly hurts while the first guy is fucking you, and you don't start experiencing pleasure until the second or third guy is doing his thing. Also, make sure you suck them all off once or twice beforehand, so that the fucking lasts longer. Have them fuck you face-to-face instead of from behind. It's a lot more satisfying that way. The penis penetrates much more deeply, and it stimulates your prostate more.