How many straight guys have been sexually attracted to a male friend during their midteens, yet not considered themselves truly gay then or since?

I sucked my first cock at about age 9. We didn't know what we were doing really, but we knew we wanted to do it. My school friend and I continued to suck each other's cocks for a few weeks then stopped. At no point did I think I might be gay.

Then, my best friend and I became cock-sucking-buddies at around 12 and this lasted until we were 16 or 17. We loved women and always maintained that we weren't gay, but that's not to say that we didn't have some full-on gay fun over the years. Mutual cock sucking, ass licking and the occasional attempt at anal became a very regular thing. We probably sucked each other off a thousand times and got up to all sorts of other devious mischief.

Once we stopped, that was it for cock. I've only been with women and only loved women since. I still crave some cock though and one day I hope to have some hard-core man-on-man sex! My girlfriend is great, but I want to relive the thrill of sucking a nice hard dick!

Quite a lot. I'm 16, bi and submissive, and will practically always submit myself to a guy that I think is attractive. A lot of my straight friends have asked or told me to suck them off. Mostly, they're curious and/or horny. I gladly comply with their wishes if I find them attractive, too.

Some want to do it only once. Others will want blowjobs on a regular basis for a month or two or three. There are a few that I have been blowing for four years now. In almost all cases, they make it clear that they are the man, and that I am the faggot. Only a couple have offered to return the favor. A few have also fucked me.

A couple turned out to be really gay or bi, but most turn out to be completely straight. Two or three came back to me when they split up with their girlfriends.