Wotcha! Are you OK?

I wish I had an answer for you Elinor. I wish there were some magical words I could say that would make you believe that all will be ok in time but I have been where you are at right now so I know that until you are ready to see that life is not all that bad nothing I or anyone eles will say to you will make you feel any better. I will share with you what helps me to get through the day when I feel as you are feeling right now. Knowing who I am and that no matter what there is one person who will always love me no matter what helps me get through another day. Who I am is a child of a very kind wise and loving Heavenly Father. I can always depend on him to love me even when no one else does (or when I feel that no one else does) He has not let me down yet and whenever I am feeling the way you are I just have to cast all my burdens upon him and he is there to take them from me. I'll tell you how much he loves me. He loves me so much that he sent his son my Elder Brother Jesus to die on the cross for me so that the price of my sins and transgressions could be paid for me and I could return home to him when my life's journey is done. All he asks in return from me is that I do the best I can to follow the example his son set for me in how to live my life and how to treat others. As long as I do my best at these two things he has promised that I will be with him again when my work is finished here. I am sorry if what I just said offended you in any way it was not my intent and I don't know you all that well to know what it is you believe in. All I was trying to do was sharre with you what helps get me through days where I feel life sucks and is unfair. I hope it helped you somewhat.