I sometimes dream about having superpowers. Like in a world where war and conflict surrounds everything and everyone, there are these four people would have special abilities keeping the world in balance. Air, water, fire, and earth. Of course. Although there is a new addition... light. What happens there? Air, falling in love with light, will that cause chaos? Light, does he really love air? Or seeking the advantage to destroy the four elements? Who is truly the evil person? Light, or humankind? err....I put people that I know as these people. I'd rather keep those to myself =)

Ok, here is something that I was just thinking about. I was looking at the wall of my apartment, furniture, and so forth, and thought "none of that is solid". Atoms are always in motion, just some are in a more stable form than others. Glass, for example, is a liquid, albeit a VERY slow flowing liquid. Over a century a pane of glass that has been kept vertical is very slightly thicker at the bottom than it was when it was made. Then I looked around some more and thought "how do I have proof that anything I am looking at, including this computer and the hands typing on it really exists? What if I am, truly, in a mental institution and this is all a hallucination?" Well, you asked. :) This is the sort of thing that runs through my head ALL the time.

When I don't take my anti-anxiety meds, the most morbid, sad thoughts creep into my mind for me to worry about and eventually become very morose. There's a theory that one's idiosyncracies become more pronounced as one gets older. I'm a good example of that.

I think: what if the sky is falling in and getting closer and closer and I'm the only one who knows that we'll all be squashed to death. ~ I think: what if I'm someone's experiment and I'm really living in a glass cage that's made to look like real life. p.s.. Do straight jackets come in pink?

'So about fifteen billion years ago there was nothing, then there was something and in a faction of a second after something arrived somehow from nothing, the whole entire universe was smaller than a typical rubiks cube. In the time it takes to make a cheese sandwich, so we're told, the universe had already expanded to a size so large, that it's own boundary is its infinity. Around fifteen billion years later, billions of atoms somehow randomly formed into such complex structure that matter itself realized its own consciousness, and in effect matter started to experience itself subjectively' i think about death alot and how the universe is going to end one day. I don't believe in god so this is a very disturbing thought, to think that no matter what im doing right now won't make any profound difference and one day the entire earth the entire universe will die and it will be back to a void. this post is going to dissapear one day and there will be no proof i ever existed, or that any of us did. i still cant believe in god even if it means letting go of all this fear. i refuse to clutch to something i know is wrong to let go of this anxiety. when someone tells me they are athiest i wonder if they have these fears too, i dont know how it would be possible to be athiest and not have them. i also wonder if when im thinking about someone if they are thinking about me at the same time. or if someone else can secrety read my mind and im thinking about them and they know it so they keep staring at me so i try not to think about them but then i wonder why they are staring. then i realise im staring at them and they are probably thinking the same thing. people are wierd. i also think about the "nothing is solid" thing and also did you know nothing is really touching anything? objects' atoms create a static charge between each other which repels the other, so even as i type on this keyboard im not really touching it... yet it still makes fingerprints, and all my clothes are repelling away from my body haha! i wonder all the time what it would be like to watch my life, all the decisions ive made, just stuck inside my body not allowed to do anything but see everything ive done, all my mistakes, all my shyness and times i didnt take a chance, and regret it, and try to tell myself to live differently but never do because its just not real to me at the time, it feels like im living in yesterday, like this allready happened and i dont have to be emotionally attached to my choices this way. just for starters... XD

Being a benovolent dictator of the universe.

I wonder if Adam and Eve had belly buttons.

How long I will live. What would happen if we found ourselves without income. What my children are doing. Do I want the green washer or the silver one. And on and on...

I sometimes wonder if I've already died, and right now I'm just in a dream. Like "Did I die yesterday when that car almost crashed into me? DID it actually crash into me and now I'm really dead?, and I'm just living a non-reality now?

Why is everything round? What holds all this round stuff together? What exactly is magnetism? What exactly is gravity? How is gravity like love (i.e. bond that holds people together, is it similar to the bond that holds the round protons, neutrons and electrons together) etc What would happen if Megan Fox dressed like Richard Simmons (loopy , I know) *(more details about this one in my blog)^ How do my pets see me? Do my pets think I'm off my rocker when I call them "snuggly wittle wuggles" and such? If I drill a hole straight down to infinity, since I'm in California, would I actually be drilling to the side, given the relation of earths position in space? How can it be down and to the side at the same time? Is it because I am so small compared to the earth, that the spacial relation I have to it is warped? lol What is light? And how in the bleep can it be a wave and a particle at the same time? ................. so many things...................... +5

* Do we migrate to other universes when we die? * What does quantum entanglement imply for psychic powers? * What does the third level universe consist of?

Have you seen the music videos of a band called Tool? Yeap, thats what i tend to think and dream about without any intentions. =P

What is the property that gravity is carried on.

Why anddeb has to post about her religion so much in "relationship advice".

Frog brides....

I think about strange quarks, with a lifetime of 10^(-10) seconds. When they die do they go to quark heaven? http://hyperphysics.phy-astr.gsu.edu/hbase/particles/quark.html#c4

i think about what it would be like to give people make overs, like if i see someone and they totally have potential but they just don't take the time to think about appearance, i think about giving them a make over and whether or not they would like it/feel better?... it's weird i know

iF MY TEETH WERE KNOCKED OUT WOULD i GET DENTURES.

I Sometimes Think About This: What If Nothing Is Real? What If Everyone I Have Ever Met Is Just A Figment Of My Imagination? What If I Live In A Completely Different World, And There Is No Such Thing As Computers, Cars, Televisions, Etc.. What If Everything That Has Ever Happened To Me Never Really Happened And I Am Really A Patient In A Mental Institution In A Completely Different World, Imagining Everything That Has Ever Happened While This Entire Time I Am Sitting In A Lonely White Bed Wearing A Straight Jacket Rocking Myself Back And Forth, Not Really Typing On My Computer That Doesn't Exist.... They Say That People Who Are Insane Don't Know That They Are Insane.

Flying monkeys, they plague me.

I think about beating the crap out of someone until there bloody and so then I can laugh at them. I think about what if I had a gun right now. I think about robbing banks, and stores. I think about saving someone, and being a hero. I think about being a super hero sometimes. I think about death sometimes. I think about running at night on a pitch dark street with something chasing after me, with wind blowing around me and hearing the rustling of the leaves as I pass them. I think about jumping on roof tops. I think about a lot of strange things just can't name them all.

How to hand train my own hunting falcon

Whether I could merge a mass of heads to formulate one specific mind, leaving the majority of the unwilling participants decapitated.

i try not to let my horses run free, could get me in trouble.. .my brain is 350 horsepower corvette and must be controlled by a slow hand.

I sometimes wonder if my whole life has been a dream, and everything isn't real and everything and everyone was made up in my head. And I"m really something totally different like an alien and dreams take this long. And so I was wonder, if anyone I fall in love with is real or if anything is real. And one day I'm just going to wake up. Its trips me out.

i always wonder whether i am in a coma or am delusional. what if everything i see and do isnt really happening?

Serial Killers....reality TV.....stupid stuff

An alien culture where things come in 3's (not either/or, but either/or/or; not black/white but black/color/white; etc.) Matter transmission. Flywheels The temperature expansion properties of nanotubes. Brain programming Could you make carbon with 2 doublebonds to neighboring carbon atoms ? Three dimensional computer chip architectures

What a great place the world would be if everyone else just disappeared. +5

Some of the weird questions on AB

mmm...the strangest things in the world

Today I was sitting in a car in a rain storm and watching the drops on the windows. Decided I need to find out how to determine the speed of the drops as they run down the window. Noticing most were quite similar in size and speed as they began to fall. The front and side window were at different angles. Gravity, volume etc.