"Many of us have heard the statement made-and ascribed to either Joseph Smith or Brigham Young-to the effect that if a person could see the glory of the telestial kingdom he would commit suicide to get there. If only we could get the fundamental doctrines across to Church members as rapidly as we get across rumors, everyone would be saved. Am I saying that's a rumor? Well, I am saying this, that over a period of many years I have combed everything Joseph Smith said and wrote, and I can't find it. Hugh Nibley has done the same with Brigham Young's words, and he can't find it. It is hard to prove a negative, of course. What I can say is that we have found a statement from Joseph via Wilford Woodruff that says something else that is close, and I suspect it is the origin of the alleged statement (see Diary of Charles C. Walker, August 1837, in Church Historical Department). Elder Woodruff said the Prophet taught this, roughly: that if we could see what is beyond the veil we couldn't stand to stay here in mortality for five minutes. And I suggest from the context that he was not talking about the telestial kingdom. He was talking about what it was like to be in the presence of God and the family." This isnt my wording, but these are my thoughts and I just got a little lazy to type it all out. This is a quote from http://72.14.235.104/search?q=cache:j3cKfv-A2JMJ:theboard.byu.edu/%3Farea%3Dviewall%26id%3D32521+joseph+smith+quote+telestial+kingdom&hl=en&ct=clnk&cd=3. I hope this helps.

wow if that is true, WHERE'S THE COOL AID LOL....