I'm also super sensitive and when they just rant with dissapointment and fear in there voice and dont here me when its important and part of the situation i dont think its fair and then my dad came right out and cruely told me to shutup just now. and i never swear at him in response I said to him loudly b/c i'm so mad that i feel like he doesn't listen to me.. so i said back to him something w/ the word shithead in it b/c i was hurt by what he said. its also been a long day. theres just such bad vibes right now. and i hate it because i just got a job and i want some credit for that. I"m 18 and i guess there frustrated still... i'm just overwhelmed. and i hate it when i come back at them negative like that cuz i try to make everyone happy and my dad and i are sort of so close and i'm going through panic attacks and am afraid of pushing him away. And I feel so guilty i said that too him before in response because today we moved his mothers stuff(she has alzheimers) out of her apartment all day and hes all weirded out from that and i am drained too. maybe i should print all that i just said and when were both calmer later i can say all this too him cuz talking does help and he is always there to help - its just that sometimes he only heres his own voice it seems. is it wrong to be mad about that?