I feel the tears inside of me I feel them in my throat And although I really need them to I know, They will not go. Because when they go Is up to them And then, I will not know. So here I lie Awake in bed Feeling dead instead— No hope. And when they go Released from my throat You will not be there To say “Don’t go” So when I fall I want you to know It’s because of you I’m a broken Soul. Sorry, I cheated. I wrote that a week ago when I got broken up with...but it WAS from the heart.

Sweetest Rose, Most Divine Flower, Sweet Goddess! You're beauty is not surpased Not even by the celestial flowers of Heaven Nor the shining stars that hang over Elysium. My love, my sweet, my one and all Mine, yours, us. Forever, in love, in sweetest bliss. There, that's just a little something I typed up.... though I'd like it to be crtiqued.

Today was the winters first snow and as I walked half frozen still, I found a flower trying to grow. I cried for it gave all its will, but could not survive the snowflakes pound as each one hit the covered ground.

i know i am answering my own question, dont give me points if you think thats wrong... More, Just what i needed. I don't know where to run, I don't know what to believe. So much depends, On my descion, No one is there To help me out. One my own, No way out. Sorry, that was really corny, I just needed to let it out.

Oh how I hate writing, writing this damn essay, damn essay 10 pages long, ten pages long on Kenya, On Kenya and your injustice, your injustice unlike my own, my own is just lame, just lame like my english teacher, english teacher who doesnt even want to grade it, to grade it will be a nightmare, a nightmare like my lack of focus, my lack of focus brings me here, me here to procrastinate with answerbag, with answerbag is more fun than with Kenya. The end. =]

I'm always thinking of you no matter what time of day I cant get you out of my head im always wondering what your doing i cant wait till i see you again that way i can see your smile when you leave my heart gets heavy and my mind starts doing what it does best Im always thinking of you

Why do i feel this way Why is everything i live for being taken away? How is it that IM the one being hurt? I feel your pain but not my own? Why do i not understand my existence? Will i ever understand? I feel this sorrow that deepens and widens. will it ever Cease? The hole is getting bigger. Can i ever treach these walls of my heart? Can adam treach these walls with me? Can medication take the pain away? or dose it make it worse? I thought it was so simple But i hide in the shadow of my disfunction I try to escape by running away. I try to stop it by laughing in the face of pain. But nothing Has helped more than Him HE will stop it HE Adam

I cheated just a little. Wrote about a month ago... But everything i write comes from the heart... I was also in a trance-like state.... don't ask... She cries in her sleep, Nobody hears... She burns through her life, Nobody cares... She cuts, she pukes, she has no hope... Nobody dares to look... She's the devil And She's an angel She is everything and more She's beautiful and bright, She's ugly and covered with grime... She's a bitch undercover And she's not afraid to show her colors... She's crawling out of her shell, She's been hiding for way to long... Nobody loves her nobody cares... She's alone in this world, And nobody's there... She fucks him, Thinks she loves him... She screws him, Fucking losing, Her sanity, Her humanity, Her friends, Her life is flashing by... She shows immunity to those who despise her now, But used to care... When deep inside she wants to cry... Cry for hope, Cry for joy, Cry for love, Cry for life... Cry for the baby that grew inside her, But home aborted in some mystery way... Cry for anyone to love her, To hold her, to crush her... She cries for her sanity, her humanity... Her life and love and broken heart... Cries for her lover to love her, Cries for her rapist to hate her, Cries for everyone in her life, To just stop tormenting her... She prays for peace, She prays for mercy, She prays to have someone to love her... She prays she hadn't fucked up her chance at fantasy...

I'm gonna try... Try to be who i want to be Try to not let you bring me down Try to make my life how i feel it should Try to be free... Life comes and goes inside me, a new person each day. Summertime with nothing to do but, think... Think of what I've done to myself. Think of what I've done to her... Think of how in a different time and place things would be better or worse. Summertime means freedom.. We've moved on, better lives await us... So why do I not want to let go? Why can't I forget who she was before? Why is that the only part of her I can remember? She was apart of me. But then I lost her. She cries and weeps. Day after day. Night after night. Because of a guy she left us all for. Who will no doubtingly break her heart... (Was that from the heart enough? Just wrote it... )

"I used to feel" Why so much? Why? When I dont know? They dont know. They dont care. Its not you? Its not them? Then who is it I have become? Why dont I look? Why is it I am afriad? Dont I want to see? To know? To change? I thought I used to feel? Was it? could it have been, Him? Its not me? Its not them? Then who is it I have become? Why be afriad? Will it hurt? I thought I used to feel? Well then Why dont I? could it have been, mabey? Him? And so I lay Awake in bed? All the feelings, were they just in my head? Were they an excuse? Were they a reason? Why is it all done this way? Why my rights, they took away? Theres nothing left? nothing kept? Its not me? Its not them? Then who is it, i have become?

And yet this world goes on and on Without the proper nutrition Fed murder abuse and anything but what it needs To stay in good condition Some hope makes its way through Every now and then But hatred always comes with a vengence To take control again And yet this world goes on and on But no matter the horrors at bay There will always be Just a little hope that stays.

my hand held out to one i cannot see my words spoken to one that is not here my heart hollow and ready awaiting the invisible one.

- ITS TIME - Time is life Time is short Time is give Time is abort Time is mother Time is father Time is sister Time is brother Time is political Time is abrupt Time is critical Time is corrupt Time is share Time is kill Time is care Time is still Time is swift Time is fun Time is gift Time is done Time is mine Time is yours Time is fine Time is doors Time is lust Time is passion Time is must Time is obsession Time is ill Time is pain Time is will Time is shame Time is dry Time is fire Time is sky Time is higher Time is now Time is then Time is how Time is when ♥ Time we kneel Time we cry Time we feel Time we sigh ********** Time is tree Time is Earth Time is sea Time is worth Time is warm Time is cold Time is storm Time is gold Time is mountain Time is snow Time is fountain Time is grow Time is trust Time is creature Time is forest Time is teacher Time is cruel Time is kind Time is fool Time is blind Time is book Time is art Time is look Time is heart Time is song Time is dance Time is wrong Time is chance Time is know Time is admire Time is show Time is desire ♥ Time we kneel Time we cry Time we feel Time we sigh ********** Time to see Time to hear Time to weep Time to cheer Time to feel Time to hug Time to heal Time to love Time is born Time to cry Time is gone Time to die. __________ G M Dean Universe Of Life __________ A simple summary of life from birth through time to death. Peace

I threw a kitten at a wall, it didn't bounce, it didn't fall and now it don't do much at all

gone to soon fast is the pace of life, on our journey around and through, to stop and linger a moment or two one friendship here, one lover there, a moment in time, captured briefly in our mind, the momentum we gain, from both our love and pain, sees us to the next journey again.