I am so sorry for you. Two days is not enough time to get passed it, if there ever is enough time to....who knows. Talk to someone, the father, your mom or maybe a friend.

Oh dear, i can't even begin to imagine how hard that is. I'm so sorry to hear that. You have only given yourself a couple days, and theres a process of letting go that you need to go through. The hurt is painful at times, and something left your body that you were excited for and looking forward to. You aren't going to handle it well, because you've given yourself no time to handle it. I'm sure sometimes you wake up in disbelief, but the thing is time seems to heal. I'm not saying that time ever makes you forget but it makes things a little easier. The baby was a part of you, and thats a tough subject to get into, because you're feeling the missing parts of that life gone. How hard it is for you to even begin to grip, some times situations happen for a reason we're all very unaware of. We all just know its unfair. I have to send you these lyrics from this country song, its called "my name", by George Canyon. It’s cold in here feels like everything’s upside down I can feel you talking but I can barely make out the sound I've been kicking around these parts, feels like a year I’m gonna change this world if I ever get out of here She wants to dress me in pink, paint’s my bedroom blue And I just laugh to myself, cause only I know the truth This love is my only emotion Haven’t learned any fear any pain It’s kind of funny with all this commotion I guess they’ve got me, to blame They don’t even know my name They don’t even know my name Well I’ve never felt so ready, think it’s finally time Cause that big old world is waiting, and it’s mine all mine Just then everything got real quiet, it got real bright And a man took my hand said don’t worry, Mommas gonna be alright Then he opened the gate, & I followed him in Said you can wait right, here till it’s your turn again And his love is the one true emotion Heaven knows no fear no pain I never got to set my wheels in motion They loved me just the same And they didn't even know my name Didn’t even know my name You loved me just the same And you didn’t even know my name