Why are you doing this. Life is hard and yes it seems hopeless at times but it will get better. trust me.

You hate people crying out for attention but yet you do exactly the same. You are no different from others, you know that. And I am no different from the people that think 'oh no not another cry for help'. You do not have to wrap it up, we know you want help. You obviously need help thinking your so special you deserve to die. Has it ever come to your mind you might offend people by asking these questions? People who had a husband, a brother or a sister or even a child who committed suicide. Who feel guilty because they still believe they could have prevented it. Anyway if you are so different from all the others why do you cry for help. You know what will happen when you post something like this. Even if you do not seek attention people will think you are. People who really want to commit suicide just do it. They do not post at forums or try to look for help, because they cant! The state they are in is so dark so negative that they do not even have the strength to reach out for someonelse. So I suggest you start talking. What in your life could be so awful you do not want to live anymore. The best revenge is to stay alive.

I am bipolar also. I know as well as anybody that it's hell without help. Seek help for yourself, believe me, life gets a LOT better. I remember back to before I had medication, and I almost can't believe it was me. Get help for yourself.

Overdosing on what? Need to know how much you're taking of what before I can properly answer.

At the end yes, you will be killed or brain dead. You need to get professional help to get you out of this. Take care!

I answered your original question. your replica question confused me for a bit.

Overdosing doesn't always kill you. It just depends on what you try and overdose on. Maybe mix it with alcohol or acid. That will help assure your death. Anymore questions?