To start, this may be long but if your reading thank you. I am 25 and my depression has skyrocketed . Long story short ive been on bail for 3 years my sister and mother bailed me out. For three years i put up with my sister and my mom always threatining to pull my bail theyd say things like hope you rot and die in there or your going to be a carpet eater i used to get kicked out and left on the streets I eventually left . moved in with a friend who understood me i left my job because i became depressed to the point where i wouldnt eat could barley have interaction with anyone I stayed with my friend for about a yr. My mother and sister wanted me to come home to help out because my mom is ill and sisters man left. I agreed to help then she brought up how im on bail i agreed to babysit pt but then it started turning into a ft thing. I told her that im starting online school and want a job where i make more then 150 a month applied for osap and she tells me its going to fuck up her disability check so i settled for a school that im paying out of pocket .tell her im depressed i need help and tells me i cant apply for disability until my bail is done because it will effect her check its complete bullshit because i was diagnosed as bi polar when i was 9 years of age My family treats me like im a nobody i try so hard i even enrolled into school and nobodys happy for me And no i dont have a father he left when i was 3 I know this is long but Thank you for readin