First i want to wish you Good Luck with it. Good for you for doing this! Second i recommend following your own path and dont listen too much at others telling you to feel this or that about something. crap i cant phrase this right, sorry.

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My advice to you is to relax.Forgive those from your past who hurt you and learn about giving and receiving true love. I would advise you to read up on love. Not Hollywood romanticized version of love, but Love which is real. Forget about those relationships which went wrong,but do take anything positive from those experiences to heart. Develop yourself in many ways and enjoy your youth. There is no reason to be worried or feel that you're not fitting the boxed idea that you have to be married, have kids, have a great career, great body , etc, all by the age of 30. Don't listen to those who force you into thinking that you're odd to be alone. There is no rush.

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy. -The Desiderata, written by Max Ehrmann.