memorise a shakespear verse, then made to sing it to the class :) it made them laugh, so it's all good ;)

Win a war with myself. That is always the hardest thing an individual can go through, and it is happening every day, with every decision one has to make.

I'm currently working my way through what I consider to be the most complex, life changing situation I've ever been in : P So far I've spent the majority of the past 2 weeks thinking about little else, but it's been casually on my mind for years now. I'm sorry for leaving my answer as a bit of an enigma, but I don't want to explain it here (at least, not yet) : P

Do something harder to prove myself harder(I mean tougher)

Get a new business running.

turn 26...that's about it. My b/f asked if that was depressing that the hardest thing i had to do this year was have a birthday because I don't have any challenges. I dont look at it that way because I work very hard to have a happy and fulfilling life. I've spent years being sad thinking about dying and finally I have come to to point where I am happy just to be!

Kai, It's about being able to forgive, forget, and learn to trust again. I'm still doing it, and this healing process is slow and tedious. But I believe I'll get there. Cheers.

(on a bad day): accept the fact that after staying home to look after our toddler, my career is well and truely shafted. He may be going to school in September but unless he is to spend 10 hours a day in school (breakfast and after school clubs every night), I cannot return to the job I loved. All the college work and the hard slog has really been for nothing at all. My earning power has plummeted and I will end up lower down the 'jobs ladder' than when I was 21. I don't regret staying at home and it was my choice to do so, but nevertheless, I find myself spending much of my time thinking about this. I still struggle to define myself and my place in the world - and on a bad day, it makes me downright depressed and the scary part is, that in the not too distant future, I see myself becoming everything I never wanted to be. I feel guilty about this and ungrateful which just adds to it. On a logical level, I know exactly how ridiculous this train of thought is, I know I do not have to prove anything to anyone - ever. I know that it does not really matter at all in the grand scale of things. Yet on an emotional level, I cannot find resolution - this is what I find hard.