Yes are you gonna help me? ha

Yes, right now anyways. Financially....but who isn't? :-P

For once, no, I am not. I feel good about my future and it feels good to feel that way for a change.

No, not at all..I'm always running out of time for the things that I really want to do.

Most definitely. I've had a lot of major changes in my life over the last 3 years and I'm just plain tired of all the energy I've spent working through things (loss of parent, divorce, sell/buy a house....) I know there is something in my life that is missing, but I haven't quite figured out what it is. Hopefully when I do, I'll also find out how to get it. LOL I think I've lost "me" after spending so much time wearing so many different hats for everyone else.

yes...finacially also its hard to see past that rite now

Most definately....i am at a cross roads in my life where i want a baby now, and if that doesn't happen then i need to change careers...thing is, i've been in the same job for 14 yrs and really have had enough, but dont feel confident or brainy enough to try something new.....really stuck in a rut and can't seem to pull myself out of it :(

Yes, I do feel a bit of deja vu. Seem to be hitting the same pot hole over and over. Time for a change of scenery.

Let me paint a literary picture for you. She wakes up around noon. This is because she usually goes to bed around 3a.m. She has trouble waking up because her thyroid is slow. She grumbles because before she can get her coffee, she has to brush her teeth, her hair, then change into day clothes. Brushing teeth was never a problem. This is because she is crazy about having clean teeth. Brushing hair is not easy because it's thick and course. Usually, in knots. Getting dressed is never fun. Just troublesome. (I'm already getting tired...) Throughout the day, she surfs the net, plays PC games, and spends a little too much time on places like AB, answering questions just to distract herself from the boredom. She eats little because she doesn't like the feeling of food digesting, but the hunger pangs eventually drive her to the fridge to get something that may or may not be healthy. Sometimes, there is nothing good to eat. But don't worry! She eats breakfast, lunch, and supper. But generally, they're child portions (the portions back in the 1980s before children started getting overfat). It's probably contributing to her stubborn belly fat. She's probably starving herself. Some days, she gets to go to her grandparents' house. But it's not as peaceful as it sounds. They are both falling apart with mental illnesses. And it's always hot there. It's because grandma likes the thermostat to be on 80 with heat. Even in the summer. Her family life isn't good, her financial situation isn't happy, and her social life is connected to the internet. And she takes a look at what she has written, sighs, and says, "Hell yeah, my life's stuck in a rut!" -------------------- Between the doldrum of everyday life, followed by sudden bursts of unwanted chaos (not to be confused with the enjoyable bursts of "wanted chaos), I'm stressed out and trapped in. And the only way out is hidden.

No, I am not stuck in a rut with life. Since my involvement with MasterLife I am making progress in my walk with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I am beginning to bear spiritual fruit.