1-13-95. I remember everything, lol

Its not that i felt betray...wait a sec. I felt betrayed by my mom and everybody else not including my dad.

When my dad called his friend's daughter to meet me, without informing me of her arrival!

This afternoon, 3:35PM Pacific time.

yesterday

August 24th.

When I realized President Bush had no interest in getting serious about protecting U.S. borders.

When I told my supervisor something in confidence and she blabbed it to just the person I didn't want her to and I got "talked to" about it. sigh....

When my fiance's brother ordered his headstone with out me. Now that was a kick in the gut.

6-3-07. It took about a month for everything to come out and I still feel betrayed but that was the day I found out the worst of it.

On November 30, 2007 @ 10:00pm.I was betrayed.

last time i was felt betrayed was on october 10th, 2009. me and my fiance been together for seven years being engaged six years. we had great relationship i thought up until about year ago. reason is additude? really who doesnt have additude.my fiance is also 6 years younger than i am thinking its not going to work, but made through untill now.we have built house together and me and my daughter was so excied about to moving into new home, well it turn out to be the worst night mare.my fiance called break up.i was furiously upset and shocked someone could do that person you thought you trust. Felt betrayed and used... wondered how long my fiance has being prepare for this moment.there is more that my fiance forgot to tell me i will not be on the deed for the house until i actually went to closing for the house.My fiance `s word "i forgot". im thinking are you serious? Myfiance thought it wasnt really important to not my name being on the deed.anyway, the day i got really felt betrayed was 10th of October. My fiance did not tell me that he was going to move his stuffs out of from my home and put everything upstaires hiding. more likely my fiance did not care to tell me anything because My fiance put everything set up for on my fiances name.after all that time i have invested with all the money this was what i was getting..whot do anyone think about this situations. now My fiance tells me thats doesnt want to be around the kid becuase it cuts fun time... for one child i have that my life has been changed around but im wasnt going to be selfish person to ignored. bottom line is felt betrayed by someone you thought you can trust. words can not be describe how much i was upset and angry.worst comes that i have to prepare for the worst being engaged to very selfish person. I thought after seven years together 'why are you telling me now/ could have been more honest about it but using another human being for the money and everything... what does anyone think about it?..after being trying to work things out but dont think cant go through with it except be treated like piece of crab.changed the locks for the house and removed all the assets from the account to protect me and my little one. im afriad what might be come to to next....