I've been listening to Cassadaga so Four Winds.

first day of my life..or at the bottom of everything [check out the video..it is phenomenal!]

Haha! I'm not stalking you, I swear. I'm just in the indie genre section :) The Calendar Hung Itself Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning When you start to raise your head? And does he sing to you incessantly From the space between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at school With his feet inside your shoes Looking down every few steps To pretend he walks with you? Oh, does he know that place below your neck That's your favorite to be touched? And does he cry through broken sentences Like, "I love you far too much"? Does he lay awake listening to your breath Worried you smoke too many cigarettes? Is he coughing now on a bathroom floor? For every speck of tile there's a thousand more You won’t ever see, but must hold inside yourself Eternally Well, I drug your ghost across the country And we plotted out my death In every city, memories would whisper "Here is where you rest..." I was determined in Chicago But I dug my teeth into my knees And I settled for a telephone Sang into your machine: "You are my sunshine My only sunshine You are my sunshine My only sunshine," And I kissed a girl with a broken jaw That her father gave to her She had eyes bright enough to burn me They reminded me of yours And in a story told, she was a little girl In a red-rouge, sun-bruised field And there were rows of ripe tomatoes Where a secret was concealed And it rose like thunder Clapped under our hands And it stretched for centuries To a diary entry's end Where I wrote: "You make me happy, ah When skies are gray You make me happy, ah Oh, when skies are gray They're gray and gray," Well, the clock’s heart, it hangs inside its open chest With its hands stretched towards The calendar hanging itself But I will not weep for those dying days For all the ones who left, there's a few that stayed And they found me here And pulled me from the grass Where I was laid... *edited* to add that I've found an absurd number of homemade videos for this song on youtube. very strange.

We are Nowhere and it's Now

Lua

poison oak

Four Winds. I feel the need for a video...

First day of my life....truely bautiful and completely heart renching....that feeling when you think a funny moment is about to take away everything that you have and you vow to change back to yourself This is the first day of my life Swear I was born right in the doorway I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed They're spreading blankets on the beach Yours is the first face that I saw I think I was blind before I met you Now I don't know where I am, don't know where I've been But I know where I want to go And so I thought I'd let you know That these things take forever, I especially am slow But I realized that I need you And I wondered if I could come home Remember the time you drove all night Just to meet me in the morning And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed You felt as if you'd just woke up And you said, "This is the first day of my life. I'm glad I didn't die before I met you. But, now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you And I'd probably be happy." So if you wanna be with me With these things there's no telling We'll just have to wait and see But I'd rather be working for a paycheck Than waiting to win the lottery Besides, maybe this time it's different I mean I really think you like me

Oh what a beautiful morning. oh what a beautiful day. i have a beautiful feeling, everythings going my way.

If Winter Ends

Messenger Bird's song ship in a bottle light pollution let's not shit ourselves

Four Winds A Calendar Hung Itself Gold Mine Gutted Those three are tied for first with me. I recently discovered Bright Eyes, and I find Mr. Oberst's lyrics to be absolutely miserable and depressing, but I love them anyway. I guess years of listening to AFI numbed me to depressing lyrics :P

Smoke Without Fire