If you are currently going insane, and your insanity relies solely on the belief that you are about to kill yourself, then by definition of insanity, you are not about to kill yourself.

What's going on?? You can talk..

Suicide prevention line would be a good start. The local hospital(with a psychiatric ward),they take callers all the time,therapists and nurses will discuss your wants/needs and try to help you see reason. If you are desperate enough to write this in here,maybe you are ready for a break from the stresses you are experiencing,give yourself a break and call someone who can really help.

There is just alot of things going on in my life right now everything is messed up and i dont know what to do. its to much to type here cause its pretty much everything in my life that is messed up. Siyanor i really dont care what the definition of insanity is i am going fucking crazy right now. I am too afriad to talk to anyone and idk i am just tired of everything my life sucks!

Quick! Call 9ll!

How are you going to kill yourself?

Idk i dont want to think about it cause i rteally dont want to do it, i am kind of afraid i tried to drown myself in the tub but back out at the last second but i still inhaled some water and started coughing alot but i am really scared

cause its not going to be a short term problem things are fucked up in my life and i have nothing left there is no reason for me to live

I have always hated my life but recently things have gotten worse. I am with a girl who wants nothing to do with me, she has a child that ios nto mine that i have been there for and raised since birth (was actually with this girl while she was pregnant) and i do everything for this girl and she treats me like shit. All i have ever asked of her was for her to be close to me and to have a close relationship with me but she wont even kiss me or hug me or anything and i do everything for her. ANd the past few months things have gotten worse and she doesnt want me around her child anymore cause i am suicidal, but i am not really i just need help, help that she wont give me. I cut my self on the wrist and that saying alot for me cause i hate pain and its hard for me to hurt myself so i cut across my wrist not down cause i didnt want to actually kill myself i was just angry and she was like well next time you should cut down your wrist you retard. And idk my life is terrible i love her daughter as my own she is my own i love her more then anything in the world and that ios the only reason why i havent killed myself yet but if she is taken away from me i will have nothing. I have a suck ass job my family doesent want anything to do with me or my friends i have nobody but my daughter and my girlfriend and she doesnt even care about me while i was on the phone crying with her she says i am a fucking girl and baby and hangs up and is now with her friend idk what to do

and now she is also planning a cruise with her family and is going to take a friend instead of me. We used to be best friends, and i have given this girl everything i can and its not good enough. polease somone help me i need help

First, understand that if you kill yourself you will be taking whatever pain you are feeling, doubling it, and putting it on the backs of everyone who cares about you. I know several people who have had a child commit suicide and their families will never recover. One father I know came close to killing himself right after his son did. Even when no one else seems to care or listen, God cares and God listens. Beyond that, find a counselor or pastor to talk to. If you are serious about doing it soon, call 911 or a suicide hotline. Meantime, be accountable to us and keep talking to us.

i used to believe in god and thought he was real but i dont believe that anymore. I did the right thing by helping this gilr out cause i loved her and i have been there for her and then now i get treated like i havent done anything for her. Like i said i really dont want to kill myself but it is the only choice i have. I am actually really scared cause i dont want to die. But i will affect no one nobody cares about me my own girlfriends doesnt care about me she know i am exteremly upset and knoew i am home alone right now but she wont even call me to make sure i am ok if i died nobody would care and if they would care they would get over it really fast for really the only person in my life is my girlfriend and like i have said she doesnt care my life is over

wow i am glad nobody will talk to me on here thanks so much for all your help and thanks for helping me make up my mind to kill myself fuck this world