This is the same person, but the way. Just providing more details. So we have been together for 11 months. He moved half way through the relationship and we have been long distance since. It has been hard, but we love each other very much. We do fight alot but this usually because we are stressed, missing eachother or just too alike. A few months ago I went to a gathering AFTER breaking up with my boyfriend in a huge fight. At the gathering a boy kissed me.. I pulled away as soon as I thought about what was happening. I did not tell my boyfriend. A month later I found out that my boyfriend went to a bar and a girl kissed him, but he pulled away. There lips did touch though. I have forgiven him for this. Now, last weekend I got very drunk (seeing a pattern here? I know, I need to stop). I had a bit of a fight with mr boyfriend and ending up holding hands with another boy. I woke up in the morning on the couch, not remembering much. I do remember holding hands with some boy though. The next day I was told I made out with that boy - I seriously DO NOT remember this and am not sure if it happened but I feel horrible now. If it did happen... Ugh, I don't even want to think about it. The thought of being with another boy other than my boyfriend is just disgusting to me. OH, and the next morning I asked the other boy if we did anything and he said no. I love my boyfriend very much and know that if I told him this would break us up. He is a very jealous boy and if I do tell him we are over forever. The distance has been hard for us as we are both very physical people. I have completely cut off contact with the other boy (and ALOT of other boys too) and know that it will never happen again, if it did happen. Do I tell? I'm moving there soon to live with him. And if I don't tell him, how do I get over the guilt?