Heres the story......... I met this guy around this time last year at my cousins wedding. It all started in 2007 when my cousin told me he saw my pic and he thought I was cute and he wanted to holla. At the time I was involved w/ this assclown so I kinda blew it off. Fast forward to 2008 my cousin brought him back up and said he was still interested in getting to know me. The next I know he is sending a message and friend invite on MySpace from that point on we started talking back and forth on MySpace. We finally exchanged phone numbers after a week of back and forth online. We spoke almost every night up until my cousins wedding... Everything you can imagine went wrong the day of the wedding... my cousin was being a bridezilla!!!, I tore a hole in my bridesmaid dress, and I didn't like my makeup and hair and on top of that I GOT SICK!!! By the time we saw each other in person I was happy to see him but I wasn't in the best mood or health so towards the end of the night he was a little stand-offish. When I got back to my hotel room that night he texted me saying how nice it was to see me and he hates that we didn't get time to ourselves. We talked a little bit after wedding. I tried to reach out a couple of times but I figured he wasn't all that interested anymore so I just dropped the whole thing. Looking back in retrospect I realized that he was trying to reach out to me the night of the wedding but I was sick and I backed up because I thought he didn't like me (I have the tendency to read too much into things) and after the wedding he tried. Now I feel like a dumbass. For some strange reason I still want him and its trippin me out because I've never felt this way about anybody and the feeling is SOOOOO strong. I'm 28 years old and I had these type of things happen when I meet a guy and doesn't workout...I usually blow it off my shoulders but this one I can't shake. Its all most a need to talk to him and be with him....the kicker is he's a 1,000 miles away and we BARELY speak:( I wanna call him up and get something to spark again but I don't wanna waste my time. I'm soooo confused!! Help me.................

Since you still want him, you should still go for him, Nico. Life is too short not to get what you want, so have another go at him and if it is not meant to be, you will eventually know that when it is time.