Yes. I love you :) *hugs* LOL

I asked the cards, “Give me a reflection on whether you see ‘lost Meli’ in a loving relationship any time soon.” 1-general atmosphere of the question-III The Empress-pure feminine creativity. This is you. Loving. Nurturing. 2-forces working for or against the first card-XIX The Sun reversed-There may be a tendency to overdo your mothering nature. There is still plenty of energy to strengthen you, but don’t let it go to your head. 3-above you-knight of wands-This represents the spiritual action in yourself. Fiery spirituality. Active in things of the spirit. Meditation. This is masculine energy ready for you to tap into. 4-foundation of the question-XIII Death-Transformation. Shedding old beliefs that do not serve you any more. Sacrificing parts of yourself that you are better off without. What is holding you back? What do you need to get rid of? What attitudes are best left behind? Identify these and ask your Higher Power to take them from you. 5-immediate past-VI The Lovers reversed-separation. Through some of the other questions and answers on this site, I know what you’ve been through and this card just reinforces it. 6-immediate future-0 The Fool reversed-Being overly cautious. Not taking risks. Stepping back from the brink. Being distrustful. You have taken a beating where relationships are concerned and are vulnerable and may be overprotective of yourself. Allow yourself to reach out just a little bit more each day. Start with those you trust. Open up. Get back into life. 7-you the questioner-XVIII The Moon-Depression. Moodiness. But this can also mean adaptability. 8-atmosphere around the question-7 of cups-There is too much going on to focus on one thing. Confusion. Can also signify unrealistic dreams. 9-your hopes and fears-XXI The World-The name of the card says it all. You’re hoping for the world to arrive in the form of a lover. 10-ultimate outcome-I The Magician reversed-Upright, the Magician is the master of all the realms, but reversed, he is the slave to all his own shortcomings. Is this permanent? No. The tools are there, but they have to be learned again. Steady study and practice is the answer. 8 out of 10 cards in this reading are Major Arcana cards. That means there is much work being done on your behalf by spiritual beings. You are in a time of receiving help. The loss that you have suffered is meant to allow you to clean out old attitudes and beliefs that do not serve your higher purpose. You are right to be cautious in matters of the heart at this time. You are in a period of recuperation. The Magician reversed means that while there is someone out there who is meant to help you heal, you must not lose sight of the inner work that you need to be doing. The Magician reversed still has all the tools available to him for use, but he may have lost the ability to utilize them correctly. Get back to the things that work for you. Meditate. Pray. Light candles. Love yourself. Be open to the Spirit. Let go of the worry.

Thank you. Its funny, because I have been talking to a man online. He actually is a counselor...and we are supposed to meet on Tuesday. But then my fear set in and I'm not sure I should meet him. I'm thinking from that reading I should take a chance.

hey meli, meet him if you feel comfortable about it, but make sure you take a friend along with you

Meli, I consulted the Silicon Valley Tarot Deck... http://www.svtarot.com/spread/ and here is what the cards said..... SUMMARY: Your query is Will Meli be in a loving relationship soon?, in the context of Life, the Universe, and Everything. You drew the cards The Server (reversed), New Hire of Networks (reversed), and Four of Hosts (reversed). Your aggregate reading is: . . . When your mouth is full of scalding borscht, the next thing you do is wrong.