by -Icy- on October 7th, 2009

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Have you ever hurt so bad physically that you really hope for death and peace ? (not self imposed but as a blessing ?)

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  • by just_me on October 22nd, 2009

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    I hurt. Everyday, every night I can't eat without wanting to vomit from my pain and therefore don't eat much. My spine is on fire and just...hurts...all the time. I try to continue with my engineering degree. I had aspirations do go to grad school, but now I can't even go to class for more than a couple of hours a day. I am 22 and I don't even know how to take my first step in life. Do I get a job? Who would hire someone who can't work? How will I live? When I am trying to sleep at night, I pray to a god that I haven't believed in since I was 8 to have mercy on me. Sometimes the next morning I wake up and think "shit, not this again." I can't help but cry typing that. Shouldn't I be thankful for everyday I get? My grandma thinks I am selfish because I want to "give up." Honestly, thinking that the next fifty years of my life will be exactly like this is enough makes feel very hopeless.

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    • +6 is there anything that can be done to help your problem ?

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      by -Icy- on October 22nd, 2009

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