No! Dont call him, you will ruin your life!

Yes call him you'll feel better once you do.

Yes :)

Call him, I bet he hopes you will:)

Great idea you go for it.

I honestly don't know enough about your situation to decide whether you should call him or not, from the point of view of the whole "dynamic" between you and him. However, it looks like it's really eating at you, you really really want to talk to him. I get exactly the way you do, maybe more so. Sometimes I get actual fullblown panic attacks, with shivering, cold sweats, increased heart rate and shortness of breath, just thinking about calling some people, especially when in a similar situation to yours. Whenever I have any Xanax, I pop one, and make the call when I've calmed down. Otherwise, I might take a shot or two of whiskey to calm my nerves, but nothing that would get me buzzed or anything. Some herbal teas might also help. At least for me, my biggest enemy is anxiety - worrying that the person I'm calling won't be happy to hear from me, or even may be mean. But you need to step back, calm yourself, and realize that most people will generally be nice about it, even if they don't want to talk to you. And it will keep bothering you until you know he wants to talk to you - the highest probability is that you will come away from the conversation laughing at how much you blew it out of proportion. I say do it. Just calm yourself first, as you don't want to sound nervous on the phone. Good luck! I'm sure it will be for the best.

No. Do NOT call him unless it's about something specific.

DO IT GIRL and get on with it - then quickly come back and tell us what he said !?!?!?