I was molested by my step gpa when I was young. The thought of sexual abusing a child sickens me. However, I am very sexually aroused at the idea of myself being sexually "used", like raped. I feel like a freak. Why do I like this? Is this at all normal?
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The answer to your question is no,of course,it is not normal.You need to seek professional help right away.*
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From what I have heard, this is a normal, common response to being sexually abused as a child. You shouldn't feel like a freak. Some people find great satisfaction exploring these thoughts and fantasies in role-playing sexual scenarios. This might not sound good to you, but either way I think you would profit from connecting with other people on this issue. By that I mean, like, seeing a counsellor or taking part in a BDSM community online. I found this article that might help you start considering some of the issues: http://www.pandys.org/articles/rapefantasies.html. Good luck!
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I feel the same way, it was a different relative though. I think its normal for people who have experienced what we have.
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First of all, don't ever refer about yourself as a freak, unless you molest somebody. At second, you are not alone. Lots of people fantasize about being raped. Range is wide - some just like to be prim, when others are looking for some real stuff, ya know. For some ppl their fantasies are just enough. They have their perfect little sexual lives with their non-aggressive partners, keeping those thoughts to themselves. Some add role playing games to their relations. The reason for popularity of such variety of sex lays somewhere in our ancient basic instincts, I think. Our subconsciousness tells us that confidence in a male comes from his strength; this kind of guys don't ask, they take whatever they want. In the meantime, guys are dreaming about being raped by a super horny female, which is very sexually active, which means healthy and ready for reproduction... Anyway, if it really-really bothers you, you might wanna talk to a shrink about it. Although they will tell you the same thing I did, but name it a program and charge you big bucks.
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