No oh no. God loves you. I feel the same way, i don't even feel that they want me or appreciate me, and it hurts allot.I i am scared to get helped, because my parents are very, very, abusive. I just leave it to God and trust Him. Don't kill yourself, you are very valuble.Do you have someone close you can talk to?...if you would like to talk my email address is...krystal_9210@hotmail.com

Of course not. If you kill yourself, they may be sad for awhile, but YOU will be dead for a LONG time. Life will get better ... trust me on this.

I'm thinking about cutting it off too. But I made a pact with my mom that i will help her through a very rough divorce if she helps me through recovering from chronic depression and severe anorexia. I'm 16, email me! glossygraphics@hotmail.com

No, suicide isnt the answer. I know it feels that way alot...hell i good 80% of the time i want to off myself. But Its not the answer. If u want a foster parent, y not play the CPS game? If they are so horrible to you, why would you kill yourself to allow their happiness? I say live it out and make their life hell! Im sure on some level, they do love you. Please, I know its sometimes hard to stop, but dotn cut too deep. Seriously, the trip to the hospital isn't something you want, speaking from expierence. Life is always worth living, and death is so final. One you go there you cant come back. What if there is nothing after it? If you ever need to talk, im here to listen...

Your parents don't have to sign you over for a foster home. You can call the family court yourself and ask for a legal aid advocate. Use the internet to find out how to apply for emancipation in your state.

You can also call children's protective services and ask for your own advocate.

you will leave them victims... not happy... i am sure you are mistaking tough love for lack of love. respect is mutual if you show them that you are loving them... even if they are ass holes they will love you back!

OH honey, no. You are a person that deserves to be loved just as much as the next. But just because you don't get that love, it doesn't mean you're worth any less. I believe we're given our trials for a reason. And while that's hard to see when we're down and depressed, it's true. If you go through with it, you will never see that plan worked out. You will never be there to help someone else work through the same situation. Be strong. And love yourself. And if I may throw in something a little religious, pick up a Bible or do a google search for an online concordance. Find some words of comfort. It's good for the soul.
Love in Christ

Goodness, I sense your pain. Definitely no, you shouldn't even consider killing yourself. If you don't feel loved by your parents, the first step is to start loving yourself. You are worthy of living...living a good life. It may be rough now, but it can and will get better. Seek out people who will support you, go to a school counselor and tell her your thoughts and feelings. Hospitalization may be necessary to get you on the right path from self-mutilation and suicidal ideation. I wish you a LONG and happier life.

Do they really not want you? If so, then why try and win their love? Go about your life, get a job, go to school, live how you want. Don't worry about what others think of you. It's not your job to please everyone. Blood ties don't make people family, family are people who care about you. Hang out with your friends and spend less time at "home". Get yourself a place where you can call home. Because two people happened to have conceived you doesn't mean you owe them anything. My father didn't contact me until I was older, but I have no kinship with him. People don't deserve something just because they are related by blood. Stop worrying about what your parents think, someone in the world loves you, or will love you.

May I ask as to why you think your parents don't want you? I know that in my family the phrase "I love you" was never used and I didn't think my parents cared for me eather. I was extreamly depressed and suicidal myself as a teenager because of this. If your parents are hurting you in someway you need to tell someone. If however it's just a lack of comunication you may want to be the one to open up the line. Go to them talk to them about how you are feeling. There may be a hormonal inbalance that needs to be looked into. Killing yourself is never the answer. I will keep you in my thoughts good luck.