Not just crazy, but completely, certifiably, straight-jacket, padded room and desperately in need of medication crazy!!!!

Think about the woman who he killed. That woman was somebody's daughter, somebody's friend and he killed her! And someday he could kill your or your child!

A little.

Erm YES! That is crazy!

I am thinking, yes. There is better out there for you. Love is blind. Save yourself and hope he gets put away for life.

You might be desperate for a relationship and you aren't looking at this situation realistically! Do you really want this kind of problem in your life ... ???

not too crazy......maybe just not realistic?
maybe it would do you good to focus on your relationship with your son~make sure that he's "ok" during this hard time; i have 3 boys myself, and i know how they think~be very careful that he doesn't internalize this as "he is bad" or somehow "responsible"; focus also on yourself and what is best for you~this certainly doesn't sound like a relationship that would benefit your well-being;
best wishes to you~