My boyfriend asked me to marry him :)

About a month ago I found out I was pregnant again. A few years back I was told I couldn't have any more children. I have had two (including pregnancy) since.

MY six year old Daughter told me that I was 'the bestest Daddy in the world" : )

Yeah I just received an AWESOME package in the mail by Ocean (Molly), and it was wrapped so awesome. It had cool little sushi pictures on the box, and inside there was a hand written letter and a necklace that she had made just for me. There were also a pair of ear rings that her dad made for his business. They're awesome ear rings, so make sure check them out in her profile!

Nothing wonderful has physically happened, but my maturity and my insight on life has grown and grown into a state where I can step outside myself and evaluate. I have become very honest and sort of spiritual in a way; I know who my friends are; I crave peace and harmony and try my best to keep it in the high school environment [which is hard, in case you were wondering.]; I have considered and decided it's a good idea to go back to a psychiatrist or whatever to talk about my issues with my mother becuase I let all this anger just build up inside me; I am thinking of the future and it's what gets me through a day without blowing up, knowing I'm out in three and a half years and that I have to do well in school because each time I do I'm getting a step closer to leaving; I am very responsible with my ELECTED! role of Vice President of my class's Student Council;I talk to God or the Force or whatever it is I believe in at least once a day [not really prompted, but more by release of secrets and gaining of hope]; I am very well balanced between school, friends, and family; and I know exactly what I believe in spiritually. Pretty good for a 15 year old, I think!

Mine is nothing quite as potent as above, nevertheless: I have succeeded in attracting loads and loads of birds to our back garden by feeding them with home made 'fat balls'. You can buy them but they are quite expensive for what they are. I am not one for cooking but I seem to have actually got the mix of ingredients right! There are lots and lots of starlings, 3 doves, Mr & Mrs Blackbird, one bird with only one foot, some sparrows and now a tiny little robin. I stand and watch them from the kitchen window and is just really, really nice when I see how many birds come to the garden.

Yes, actually 3. My uncle doesn't have lung cancer, my daughter won our countys poetry contest & I officially started dating someone tonight

Fifteen days ago, I did what I've been wanting to do for years now, and that is leave my hometown and start my life over from scratch. And I've got two friends with me, now my favorite people in the world. I feel so lucky, the good feeling almost feels like guilt.