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seventeen when my mother died.
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11.
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8 yrs old..and I will never consider that a way to go again.
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When I was little (dunno how old), but I dunno if I actually wanted to die. I was having a tantrum alone because my parents were ignoring me, which just made them ignore me more (and this happened a lot), so I'd want to die just to see if they'd miss me. I'm not sure when I actually first wanted to die, I don't remember most of my childhood very well, honestly.
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I truly have never thought about killing myself though I've often wondered why am I here
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around age 7. A kid that lived a 1/4 mile away from me, went to my school, and was only 10 killed himself about a year ago. No one really understood why I couldn't watch the news story. The main reason I thought about it was because I was sexually abused from ages 4-6.
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If you mean thought about it as a choice for MYSELF, not just as a topic, then about 14. I was in 8th grade. I was just really depressed and probably should have received help, but the one time I brought up wanting to see a someone about it, my mom didn't believe me, so I didn't tell anyone else.
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I was 8, my parents had just divorced, my mother remarried and relocated across the country. My father was very abusive, so it was a good thing. Still, a lot of turmoil. Back then, they didn't take depression seriously, especially with children. You were always supposed to "grow out of it". I never did, though. Now on meds, and quite happy with my life. I'm glad I stuck around. I have a lot to do.
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I can honestly say that thought has never entered my head,life for me has had its good and bad moments but not bad enough to contemplate suicide.
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About 7 or 8. I tried to strangle myself with a hairdryer wire. I cant remember why
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First thought seriously about it - the last 6 months or so. Edit:PS: I'm 30.
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12. I was going through a traumatic time involving me step-father. I took some pills. It was the first and last time I thought about it.
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It was only about four months ago, which would make it age 14. I was incredibly low on confidence and it felt like I lacked anything to live for in life, that my life was just a repetitive circle. But luckily, recently I found that it should be completely the opposite, and I feel far better about myself to this day
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I was 11, I tried many times untill the age of 13. Bullying kind of does that to you. :( I'm glad I missed because now I'm a happy strong indepndant women. :)
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10 but I think about it everyday
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I would say when i was 15, I was going through a rather weird time in my life, never tried it, but did some things that I never would have done if I had been really fearful for my safety.
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I've been plotting since I was 11. I really want to, but I don't want to get caught or arrested for attempting. When I do it, I want it to be perfect, unstoppable, and the end... any ideas?
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I've never thought about commiting suicide.I dont wanna kill myself and die. I mean god gve me a life. Why should i wanna loose it?
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about 7/8. off and on ever since
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Probably about 10 years old. The thoughts persisted until I was about 13 or 14, and I didn't have any thought of suicide again until I was about 18, and haven't had any ever since.
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13-14, I think..think about it sometimes, when I'm down, but I'll never do it..it's too selfish.
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about 18 when I couldn't face the fact that I was gay.
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It has only crossed my mind once and it was after losing Jimmy, I wanted to find a way to be with him, but I can not find any guarantee that I would be and I think my kids still need me.
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I was 11 when I first thought and attempted suicide. As I get older i get more courage....sad isn't it?
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i was 15 when i first thought about it, but i was stopped my 2 heads of yrs from school, ive just turned 17 now and ive started thinkin about it again, im not gonna act on it though.
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I was 18. To me as much as I get upset with this stupid world, it is never really an option.
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I started thinking about suicide at around thirteen when something happened.
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I was very young, maybe nine or ten, when I first thought about it. Of course, I wasn't considering it then. The first time I ever thought of it as a reasonable option was when I was fourteen.
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I cannot accurately answer this. I was much older when discovering that some of the things I had done as a child.... involving razors... may have been suicidal. Well come on, how many of you actually think back to your childhood and say "oh, thats why I did that!"?!!
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13. Not that the thought ever left me. Funnily enough as I got older its only become like a mantra in my head...suicide or not...*sigh* wish I knew how to get rid of the thought
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Hell of a good question. I reckon in my early teens, when I realised that I could never go through with the fantasy of murdering my sister
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I never ever have, and dont imagine I will,
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Probably about 15. It was silly because I'd read about it and didn't understand what it truly meant. If I had a fight with somebody, I would feel so bad I wanted to die but now I realise I just felt so awful I couldn't stand it at that time. I think I really worried my poor family. Mum thought even saying you felt like suicide was emotional blackmail and it only made matters worse. As the result of bullying from university and work colleagues after leaving home, I have made a number of attempts and have a fair few scars on my arms as a result. I am lucky I didn't succeed in any of the attempts but there really needs to be somewhere people can talk about the mind monsters they have without immediately being judged. I haven't found counselling of much use but others swear by it.
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About 12. I was a fucked up child.
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13. I would have never done it though. And I never will.
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I don't remember I have have.
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I first seriously considered it on my 16th birthday.
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Since I was 16. The point is there was (is) nothing wrong in my life/-
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i thought about it, and still do i started to think about it arund 13 or 14 years old...my mom started hitting me, and yelling at me alot i am 15 now, and she still does that and i still think about it, alot :(
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i was 5 when my dad killed himself, so thats about when i started thinking about it. i thought that if i commited suicide i would be able to see him again, so i thought about it a lot. still do, actually.
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about 13. its just the age whe nu realize the world isnt just flowers and daisies, its kinda like the "reality-hit" time
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nine, then for many years
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i know i was going into my junior year of high school...so 16?...15 or 16, not sure which...
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13 and I think about it every now and then
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Sadly, 8 years old. I was in the third grade. WHY? My parents are very violent toward me. I never had a good childhood.
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I was about 13, and my parents were on the verge of divorce, having insane fights almost on a daily basis. I had recently moved to a new town and got picked on a lot. I thought about suicide a lot, but it was in a very teen-angsty kind of way, so probably not too unusual. Luckily I've smartened up a lot since then.
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i was 13 years old. I felt like no one loved or cared for me, and it hurted.
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about 30 years old
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Just before 8. I don't recall exactly, those years are all blurred.
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Do you mean with regard to myself? Never.
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I was almost 43 the fisrt time I though about it. It was in the days following the tragic and untimely passing of my sweetheart back in March of 2005.
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I grew up with an abusive, alcoholic father who almost killed my mother on several occasions, and threatened all of us with a large hunting knife. His own father had done the same thing to him when he grew up, only he used a sawed-off shotgun. My nonno was from Cicily and heavily involved with the Mafia all of his life, extradited from the Catholic Church and on the FBI's Top 10 Most Wanted list. It was a nightmare. As a child, I often wanted to escape this nightmare. But, being a "writer", I wrote down my feelings instead. I wrote this poem years and years ago. I had forgotten about it until I saw this question. My Secret Down in my room in the basement where my parents keep shame hidden well... I lie on my cot and I make up my plans but there's nobody that I can tell... I've told none about this adventure it's totally secretly mine... I plan to do all of my doings while upstairs, my parents still dine... When the moon is still full and so secret my life's precious blood will I spill and when, in the morning, they find me - there'll be nothing for them left to kill...
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14
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21
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I was 15 but was really serious about it at age 16.
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I started thinking about it when I was 13 and attempted it when I was 15.
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14
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Like 21 or 22, it was never that serious though.
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I was 12. Sometimes it comes back, and I have found myself cutting my wrist, but not deep. The pain made the other pain go away. That happened a few months ago. But it comes around like everyonce in a while. Its been years since the first time it was a real option for me, i just get really depressed
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Never, I worry about dying through starvation, exposure, war, exhaustion, crime ... , but never due to my own bidding.
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I was 5..it was when my dad did it, so I started seeing it as an option. I thought that's just what people did when they were sad.
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I'm not sure exactly how old I was, but I was very young. I remember sitting out in the garden when i was probably six, or seven, and wondering whether anyone would miss me if I died or killed myself.
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i was 14-15
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I think I was... 11. I'm 13 now, and I think about it almost every day. But the first time I didn't want to live I was 4 or 5... I prefered to die, I was wondering what the point in life was... (yes, I was either 4 or 5) but I don't think I knew what suicide was back then.
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15. I was in 10th grade.
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i tried to hang myself at 9...then my life got better and then worse and then at 14 i was thinking about it again, so i started cutting and it really helps
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I'm not sure. It's a thought that has been occasionally with me for as long as I can remember. Sometimes I have thought about it in the abstract- for example, held a knife in my hand and contemplated what it would feel like to drive it into my own heart- and at other times, later in life, I have felt as though it was something that I ought to do in order to keep from failing myself and others. Luckily my physical cowardice is such that I can never make an attempt. Yay me.
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Unfortunately, the topic of suicide has always been part of my landscape growing up. My mother has Borderline Personality Disorder and was often suicidal, so I don't remember a time when it wasn't on my mind. Never considered it as a serious option until I was nineteen or twenty and living on my own for the first time. Living away from home was difficult for me because I was the parentified child and took care of my parents and brother, so I was constantly worried and guilt-ridden about leaving. Things weren't going particularly well and when they took a turn for the worse, it seemed like it might be a good solution.
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I was a little boy around 6 the first time. I was chubby, short and the youngest of 5 kids. I tried to hang myself in the bathroom on a towel hook using a choker chain. The hook broke and I lied to my mother about it. I had forgotten all about that until about 6 years ago. I stayed suicidal for years up until about 5 years ago. I'll be 50 in July and I lost the desire to die. I'm closer to the age of death than I used to be and now I just want to die happy. I spent way to many years wanting to die sad and now, even though my wife left and my family is 1000 miles from me I'm happier than at any time in my life. Ironically I now live in a 14 X 11 shed with no running water, but I'm happy, know I have people who truly love me and I have an elderly woman to take care of every day so leaving her alone in this life would be the worse thing I could ever do to anyone. I'll die happy because I know life is worth the effort to die happy instead of sad.
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when i was about 10. my best friend was moving to New York and i didn't have a room at my house anymore. a lot of crap happened then. my parents told me if i didn't be confirmed catholic i would be disowned. i started regular cutting. my grades were sucky.
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i was 9 but i didnt actually try until i was 14. before that i was just a constant cutter.
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I have always been morbidly fascinated by the concept of ending one's own life. I can't recall the age at which I first understood suicide enough to think about it, but I was young -probably under 10.
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i started thinking avout suicide when i was... i dunno cant rember 10/11 around then. young. im 14 now and still do... but a lot more seriously...
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Now i think of suiciding
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I don't know... maybe 4 or 5y/o. It was as my older brother was molesting me yet again. He got tired of raping my sister and started in with lil old me.Sodomy at that age tends to warp a lil boys mind FOREVER. Even after all these many many years,well. IF any of you sick preverts out there are considering doing this to a little brother.....just remember WE GROW UP !!It did make me over protective of my sons to a point. Y'all can be happy tho'......The Pervert spent 34 years in the army,got sent to college on your dime and earned several degrees before moving to Hawaii when he retired. Ohh,another factoid. After divorcing his 1st wife he married again..his new wife had a teenage daughter that was the spitting image of my sister when my sis was a preteen/teen. To this day,I still think about SUICIDE...if it were not for my better half,and God I would have punched my ticket looonnngggg ago. Bad thing about that,IF I punch my ticket I will end up in Hell with the PERVERT who made me nutz. Hows that for justice?? Nuff Said,
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thirteen!
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When I was 8. My mother told me that she hated me, just another round of her constant abuse, & I ran out of the house, up the street & stood there thinking that I should throw myself infront of a car.
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15
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12. kinda sad!
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From about wen I was about 14.. nd still now =[=[ lol
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When I was 10 years old, I started thinking about suicide at my young age when somehing happened.. but i dont want to do this because im not insane...
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I was about 9 or 10 my mother kept going back to my stepdad who kept beating her and eventually i couldn`t cope being dragged to so many different places.
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I was 53 years old and that is when my husband died
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32 years old.
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I never thought of how I would commit suicide but I wished I would not wake up from a nights sleep for years. I can remember feeling that way from about 8 until 40 years of age.
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about 15. im glad those thoughts are out of my mind now though
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14-15....thought hard, but knew I would never ever do it. I knew deep down that no matter how bad it got, it could be worse. And I like living on this planet.
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well i started wen i was in 6th grade and i was put in a hospital
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Between age 8-11.
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Never actually though about killing myself, but have thought of ways I wouldn't want to die.
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I was 7, my family thought it was a good idea putting me on a cocktail of behavioral meds, without first doing there research, or listening to me tell them that they were making me feel horrible. =/
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I made a very active attempt at 17. The first time I thought of it was when I was around 10.
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when i turned 12, but fortunately I hadn't done anything extreme until now. Now, being a few years older, I still think like that.
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Probaly 5 or 6 cause i waz goin through things people dont experience til like 30
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15 and i will suceed someday now at 50
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11. I still don't fully know why. I just hated life. I asked my dad if it was normal to feel that way. I got yelled at for bringing the subject up. Almost went through with it, too...
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17. I'm now 20 and seriously considering killing myself.
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Eleven.
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