That's a tough decision to make. If life is very painful, and there seems no hope, it probably does sound like maybe the only option.

But you are young. Adolescence is a stressful time. The odds are very good that you will come through to the other side of this with some new enthusiasm for living and a better appreciation of yourself and your potential. Of course, it might not happen, either -- you don't know for sure, yes?

But do you want to gamble like that? Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, generally.

No.

No;
Not Today

I apologize for this first link, the website design is in itself depressing, but they have national (US) suicide hotlines and hotline numbers for every state:

http://suicidehotlines.com/

Here is another site where you might find some help:

http://www.suicide.org/index.html

As HasntBeen says, a permanent solution to a temporary problem is a bad solution. Thoughts of suicied are themselves depressing and can exacerbate the problem. Get some help.

My mother tried to commit suicide when she was a freshman in high school.

If she had succeeded, my sister and I would not be here today.

You'd be surprised how different your life can change in a few years. I have struggled with thoughts of suicide many times. Just know that life gets better, and it gets worse. Toughing out the hard parts--even the bits that last a long, long time--is what builds us as people and makes us appreciate the good times.