Have you ever had incestual sex with someone? If so, how close were they related to you?

when i was 9 my stepdad would mess w/me while i slept. sometimes id wake up with his penis n my mouth mostly i would wake up with my panties pulled down and 1 time my vag felt like it was on fire an i looked down to see a yellow hiliter stuck half in my vag try was some blood and i cried while i pulled it out. i felt so dirty but i was to ashamed to tell anyone an my mom really liked him. when i was 11 he put his hand down my pants in a movie theater while my mom and strangers sat next to us. i just froze while he rubbed my clit and fingered me. it hurt at first but it started to feel good an sense my mom was sitting right bside him i started to wonder if this was normal. i dont no how nobody saw what was happening but no one did anything an he just kept playing with me. i had my 1st orgasm that nite. my little vag was so hot an wet i could smell it an i thought surely everyone else could to. i was scared but i felt like i was floating away. when he stuck his finger in me it hurt and felt great i was so confused i didnt no what was happening to me but all of a sudden my vag just clenched down on his finger an started throbbing. i gasped out loud as my body tingled an shuddered an the whole time he was jabbing his finger in me i was so embarrassed afterward. he pulled his hand out of my pants an reached up an pinched my nipples. he hugged me an we just sat there an watched the movie. i still cant remember what movie it was but i cant ever forget that 1st orgasm. that was just the first time. after that we started going to the movies every week but always durring the week when there werent many people there. i started playing with myself not long after, trying to get that feeling back. it felt good but i couldnt make myself cum. he could always make squirm in some sick mix of shame an pleasure. as much as i hated it, i felt like a little doll that he could do whatever he wanted to,i actually started to like it. by the time i was 12 i just assumed it was ok that he made cum. my mom never noticed what was goin on an i figured she just didnt care. she still has no idea what all he did to me. i was about 13 the first time he made me give him head. he would give me $5 if i swollowed everything. all me friends were jealous that i had so much $ all the time. whenever we would drive in the carvalone he would take out his penis an make me do oral while he played with my vag or ass. i remember how fast my heart would beat i was so scared someone would see us or we'd get in a wreck an the police would find me with my panties around my ankles. but no matter what he made me do he always made me cum. i felt so helpless but at the same time i loved it. it felt so good an he was never mean about it.i was 14 when he made me pose for pictures he gave me all kinds of toys to use i didnt even no what to do with them but he showed me what he wanted. an i came with a vibrator on my clitoris while he took pictures an told me how pretty i looked. a few weeks later he showed me the pics he took of me on the internet. there were only a few that showed my face but what if someone at school saw them. after he got done with me that nite i cried myself to sleep. i had begun to think he was special and what we did an the feelings he gave me were special. the next day everytime anybody looked at me i just knew they saw all the dirty things i did. i started dating a boy but when he started to pressure me for sex i quit seeing him. i felt sorry for him. he was so clumsy compared to my stepdad. i would leave this boy frustrated only to give my stepdad head on the way home. all this came to an end just b4 my 16th bd. he just told me one day that he was leaving my mom for another woman. as sick as it sounds i actually cried while he made me cum. i didnt no who i was without him. i was heartbroken an relieved after he left. i couldnt help but b mad at my mom but i always thought it was my fault he left i did something wrong i had begged him to take me with him but i didnt see him after that. i spent the next year doing drugs an drinking. i stayed away from boys itried not to think of what he had done or made me do but every night i would masturbate and think of his hands on me. i hated myself. i got fat a quit washing my hair in order to keep the boys from bothering me. eventually my mom made me go to therapy. i resisted it for a while but eventually i broke down an told the therapist everything. well i rrefused to name my abuser. the police even interveiwed me but i wouldnt tell them who he was. they suspected him but they couldnt do anything without my id. i dont no why but with everything he did, he never fucked me. im 19 now,still a virgin. ithink about sex all the time, an i masturbate all the time. as sick as it seems sometimes up to 2 times a week i go to the movies alone and play with my vag til i cum. it makes me sick but my orgasms are completely mindblowing when i go there and pretend its his hand buried to the wrist in my vag. a man sat down next to me one day and pulled out his penis and started masturbating while i sat there with my hand down my pants. i felt like throwing up but i just played with myself and watched him come. he got up and walked out leaving me there. i cant imagine why anyone would want me im just atwisted whore. i try to accept all these confused feelings and just b normal but i cant stop thinkingabout sex,all kinds whatever i can imagine. this is the first time ive been out on my own an i think i mite b ready to date but i dont no if i can trust someone to love the real me an not just my body. but my thoughts of sex and the memory of his touch is never far away. he made this way an i loved him for it.i hate myself when i say that almost as much as i hate him for leaving me. ive been crying so hard i had to tke a few breaks durring typing this. my old therapist would b proud. she could never get me to write this down i didnt really mean to 2nite but i saw ur question an it just started to come. i hate that man and i hate myself. i feel like a freak everytime i see his face when i cum i want to curl up an die and at the same time i feel guilty for hating the man who raised me an called me princess. so yeah i messed around with someone n my family. im sorry to take up so much space here no one has answered any of my questions yet. every body probally thinks im disguseting. i feel the same way when i close my eyes at nite. i just want someone to know how fucked up incest is. all i think of is sex an that makes me think of him and how i felt as a helpless little girl. im grown up now but i still feel like a little girl trying to understand what these crazy feelings are.its a horrible circle cause when i get down about all this the only thing that makes me feel better is to stick whatever i can find in my vag. of course once the afterglow fades and the sound of his voice telling me im his special little princess fades away i feel so empty so gross and sick the only thing i can think to do is to try and fill up my vag ssince the hole n my soul cant ever b filled

When I was in 7th grade I was at party at a friends house whose parents were out of time, and I took my younger cousin with me. People were doing all sorts of crazy stuff. At one point I got talked into playing 7 minutes in heaven. The way we played we went into the closet one at a time and it was completely dark. You were not allowed to know who you were in there with, so no talking. So when the girl came into the closet we started making out, and heavy petting. She was really into it. The next thing I knew, she got down on her knees and undid my pants. This girl gave me an amazing blowjob and even let me cum in her mouth. After we were done, I opened the door, and I saw that they had sent my little cousin into the closet with me! When she saw that it was me she had just been with, I think she was actually relieved. She gave me a really big smile, and I noticed that she still had a little something dripping out of the corner of her mouth :-)

My mom sucked ate me out on my 18th birthday.She was 36 at the time.

------------------YES I HAVE HAD IT we were related and she live with us it happen abot 15years ago she was alot younger than me but she was the best sex i ever had in my life time i still see her all the time and we did it for 5 years

Yes, I have but only with my cousin and my sister we were about the same age. I have a daughter from my cousin. We have kept is secret among the family my sister is the only other person who knows. We were in our early 20s when it happened.

yes...i was in like 8th grade so was he and he was my 5th or 6th cousin.... oops

No but I Made out with my younger sister ONCE and there was some groin touching action involved, how that happened who knoes XD

Yep. I was 16 and i had sex with my cousin. I was curious and wanted to see what it was like to have sex with another guy so i had sex with my cousin.

It was great, but i prefer fucking my girlfriend.

Yeah. Sister.

No, however I kissed a guy that tasted like my brother once and it sucked so bad!

I've had sex with my sister many times.

yer sure my sister and my cousin

If we're all the grandchildren of Noah then all sex is a little bit incestuous, but if you do it with anyone outside of siblings and first cousins it's totally legal and safe.