Well, my beliefs are my own, and don't exactly fit anyone else's teachings, but I certainly believe in something like purgatory and Hell and know I will be going to one of them, hopefully the former.
I think purgatory can be anything from a place of brief reflection to a place of seemingly (but not actually) endless torment more painful than anything in the universe depending on a person's actions and attitudes in life. I know I have led a sheltered, insulated, privileged life compared to most people, and I continue to spend more on luxuries for me than on those who could use it more. On top of that, well, I've technically saved myself for marriage, but I stayed in relationships I shouldn't have stayed in and led people on that I shouldn't have and I know that is going to cost me, perhaps as much relative to eternity as the pain I caused is relative to this life. At the same time I think I am secretly fascinated by purgatory, almost as though it were some sort of super scary roller coaster, as though the fear and adrenaline of finding myself there would be worth the ages of private, lonely, torment. At least in purgatory, I'd know I still have Heaven and being reunited with my soul mate to which to look forward. (I think he'll have to go to purgatory too, but they probably won't let us be together until we get out.) As for what happens, only God and me and my soul mate will ever know or be able to talk about it. Whatever it is will probably get worse and worse before it gets better, and burning alive will be the easy part.
I know God loves everyone, and I definitely sense it, but I also think that part of what makes this life exciting is the fact that Heaven is not certain for any of us. Even when I am modest I am secretly self-righteous and judgmental. I don't think any of my close friends are going to Hell, but most of them are living in perpetual adultery because they had sex before marriage and did not marry their first boyfriends. I figure if they aren't going to Hell for that (and I don't think they are,) then I must be extra safe.
As for Hell, it is the complete absence of God. A single moment would be more painful than spending all of time in the very worst of purgatory. Nothing would limit the pain, not even logic, and it would last forever. Nothing will make sense. Demons and all manner of evil will appear out of nothing just to torture the damned. Even after a centillion->centillion->centillion years it would still be as nothing next to the time ahead. God would rescue everyone immediately, but since Hell is the absence of God, God won't even know about it or anything that goes on there.
I think almost everyone goes to purgatory, some for a time of reflection, others for brief punishment, and others for seemingly endless punishment. Most Americans probably fall into the latter category as we have it so well compared to most of the rest of the world, and so many Americans live such immoral lives. Still, better to be stuck in purgatory for almost forever than to spend a moment in Hell.
I think only the most unrepentant murderers, confirmed atheists, some willful agnostics, and maybe people who talk during the movies will go to Hell. There is no excuse for denying God or taking innocent life, and people who reject morality in this life cannot expect it in the next.
That's what I believe. I suspect that God is much more merciful than I think, but I'd rather fear the worst and be happily surprised than expect instant forgiveness and find myself out of God's sight and knowledge forever with all eternity for the demons to learn how to hurt me.
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Thanks for that, Randoley. May I ask what Church you belong to as well?
by Jadey - Vive la difference on May 10th, 2009
Non denominational Christian, here is a link to it.
http://www.crossingsknoxville.com/
by Randoley on May 11th, 2009
Thanks Randoley
by Jadey - Vive la difference on May 11th, 2009
I agree....the Catholics even say the bible never states purgatory...they just say it says "Purification with fire"...But that just means quiting your old ways..."they are hard"...like fire, but after its all over...your a better person. Jesus said "The dead know nothing" - UNTIL judgement day. There is no purgatory.
by schmee2369 on May 11th, 2009