I posted this Friday,45 minutes to midnight..i keep thinking about it and i can’t sleep at all...
I started to work at a small restaurant as a waiter since the middle of march..I’m a part timer,so i only work from 10 am to 6 pm..at first there were two other guys there but the rest of them were girls.. the other boys were 19 and 21.. I dunno about the girls but they’re maybe a few years ahead of me.. Sometimes at break time (about 3 pm to 3.30...usually,there’s hardly any customer..) we talked a lot inside a room prepared for us..I’m not trying to praise myself,after about a week we worked together, the other employers are getting closer to me..the girls started to tell me i’m cute,looks so young and whatsoever..And the bigger boys would just laugh and make fun of me..i won lie,i was happy they told me that...But they started to tease me by touching my face,pinched my cheeks and treats me like a kid...Then they started to put girly things on me at break times..As a normal boy,of course i resisted them,but they tag-teamed me and i could do nothing..At first it was just a joke by giving me ribbons,bands or other accessories..( My hair is almost pass my shoulders,anyway..it’s consider long enough to the point people might think of me as a girl from behind if they didn’t see i’m wearing pants) But then they were beginning to be annoying..They even asked me to use one of their maid dress and pretend i was a waitress for a day..Of course i declined..I was never good in front of girls..I’d stammer while talking to them and my face would likely get red quick..
At the beginning of April,the 21 years old boy stopped working for some reasons...And the 19 years boy took holidays for his family back in his hometown got an accident..And about 3 girls stoped working for some reasons too..Since we’re kinda short on employers,i have to be a waiter and a cashier at the same time..And our female boss who rarely shows up,has to come to the shop almost everyday to help..(let’s put the manager aside,she hardly play any part on this story) So,now we have to take a break in turn just in case a customer shows up at break time..I guess there was when the real trouble began..
This girl,i think about 20 or something always take a break whenever i do..At first she talked about her ex-bfs and her relationships...Like any good boy,i listened and acted interested.. But from day to day,her topics started to get weird..And last Tuesday,like the one i posted before, she started to bring her face near mine and asked me about my relationships with girls.. Since i never have gf,i told her that..Then she said i’m still fresh or what...Then she said “ I guess you never have sex,then..” I was starting to get scared and tried to move away from him slowly,but she would slide on the bench and get near me again.. She started to ask pervy things like “boy’s private time” and else...I tried to run but she hold my hands..i struggled and i was able to run out..The rest of the day i tried to avoid her..
The next day,i went to work with a little fear..Let’s skip until break time..It was a hot day,so i stupidly took off my vest and completely unbuttoned my shirt and sat in front of the fan..I didn’t notice her came in and when i realized,she was sitting beside me...i quickly buttoned my shirt from the top but she pulled both of my hands and put my face in front of hers..Her breaths were making steams on my glasses so i can’t see a thing..I struggled but she won’t let me go..I said “please” several times and she won’t listen..And with her other hand,she started rubbing my crotch..I struggled fiercely but she pushed me againts the wall and grabbed my thing.. like i posted too,she said that i enjoyed it cause i said “no” but my thing still re-act,anyway..Honestly,i cried that time begging her to stop..Then someone tried to open the door,but seemed like she locked it when she got in..Then a voice said that our break time is over..she let go of my hands and stood up..I don’t remember anything she said..The only thing i had in my mind is to put my clothes on and quickly run outta there..The rest of the day,i made sure i stayed close to at least one of the other employers or in places that can be seen by people..
And on Thursday,i thought twice before i went to work,but i did,anyway...I decided to not take any break at all and stay in sight..I was safe for that one day...
Today,i went to work again,hoping that if i followed the same way as last day,i’d be safe..So i stayed all day behind the cash register...I’m not really sure how this one happened but it happened..I was talking to a customer who was viewing the menu,i didn’t realize that she bent over,opened a shelf on the table under the cash-register where we put things like tissues,extra plates or extra rolls of bills...She touched my thing just like that..I was so surprised and almost jumped..The customer seemed to notice my sudden change of attitude and ask me if there’s something wrong...I quickly replied “no”...I was so scared if i yelled,people would know my shame....So i tried to bear with it until the customer paid and took a seat...But it’s no use...I got all hard and when she stood up,she smirked at me and i tried my best not to cry..Spent the rest of the day holding my tears whenever she approaches me...
I’m scared...But if i don’t go to work i’ll be in trouble since i need the money...But i don’t want her to do me more than what she did..It’s not easy to find a part-time job in this country .. But i don’t have the courage to tell anyone i know...Please help me...And i have to go to work tommorow too..I never had somebody touching me like that..I hate her...What should i do now??I like girls but i don't wanna lose my virginity because of rape..I'm so scared... Please....
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