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Display name: Rawrsers is suprisingly optimistic
Gender: female
Location: A New Beginning Ohio U.S.
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Date joined: July 15th, 2009
Last seen: November 23rd, 2009
About me: The name you ask?That would be Megan.My age...that would be 15 and 1/2.I'm not your typical fifteen year old and never act my age(older not younger) [=.

I'm pretty darn sure I was born in the wrong century at the wrong age.

I like to do things my own way and never have been a follower.

I'm very passionate about everything I do so that makes me really intense sometimes.

I've been a vegetarian for about three almost four years now(since I was twelve).

You'll rarely catch me without a book in my hand or scribbling away in my sketch book.

I'm pretty much a recluse.Only friends I know very well can drag me out:P

I hate impolite people so please remember you please and thank you's (:

I also dislike hunting,animal cruelty,liars,phonies,and people who have no idea what they are talking about.

I'm a writer though i've let it slip away from me lately.

I'm also really into drawing and classical music(told you I wasn't your typical teen)

I'm very passionate about music and into a pretty wide range of it anything from punk rock,metal,alternative,emo,Run Dmc(the absolute only rap group I like),Billie Holiday,classical,Buddy Holly.

I forgot to mention I am positively obsessed with anything Victoriana era(don't ask lol)

My favorite colors are black and white together not apart.

I love to play with fire...

I do the best I can to answer all your questions,as I hope you will do for me.

Some day I would love to post some of my poetry on here but I have to work up enough courage first!

Well she's finally done you think!,yep that's it if you would want to know anything else about me(like that's possible)feel free to ask(:

What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.
- Aristotle

High School is like a spork: it's a crappy spoon and a crappy fork, so in the end it's just plain useless.
-John Mayer

"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe." ~ Albert Einstein

"To live is so startling it leaves little time for anything else." ~ Emily Dickinson

Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but some abuse the privilege.-unknown

I am so clever that sometimes I don’t understand a single word of what I am saying.-unknown

There are three kinds of lies: lies, damned lies, and statistics.
- Mark Twain



my pet!



my pet!

So...I did it I finally lost my mind.Here is a recent poem I wrote.
Serious criticism only please.I'm a big girl I can take CONSTRUCTIVE criticism. It's not my best, just most recent poem for a creative writing class i'm taking.

Me Vs. Myself
-Megan *****

To find myself
That was all I said I ever wanted
So many times, So much hurt
I tore myself down slowly
Bit by bit
Confronting my own lies
Convincing myself of all those nice things I pretended to be
That was the easy part
Teaching myself otherwise wasn’t
Lies I made up seemed so much better than the real me
Who I really am was just tearing at the surface
When I first caught a glimpse of myself I refused to believe that girl was me
No matter how many lies I told myself to get her to go away
She kept coming back
Finally with time she broke me
Every moment I felt like I was going to fall off the edge
I tried to be strong
I t hurt too much to be her
I tried to tear down my walls and let her back in
Then I realized why I couldn’t
I was so comfortable in my own lies
Finally I found things she could never be truthful about no matter how hard she tried
I buried her in my safe comforting lies
For a long while I kept her silenced
Suffocating, almost gone
Then one day I heard a whisper
It turned into a scream
Day by day it grew
Until I couldn’t ignore it anymore
I knew what it was all along
I didn’t want to think about it though
The truth
The real me slowly breaking through
She, I have finally arrived
I’m no longer scared of the person I truly am
I am ashamed of the weak person I used to be
Now and then shadows of my past doubts and insecurities haunt me
Sometimes she wins
Sometimes I win
In the end though it doesn’t hurt so much
Because at last I finally realized that who I am
Is so much stronger
Because of who I was





Perfection.



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