Why do I sometimes have the urge to kill? Is this normal? The feeling scares me, I feel possessed by a demon or something. The feeling is so odd I can't describe it. What scares me is I'm not angry at those moments. Do I have a psychological problem?

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• That is oddly comforting (to my ego). No I've never been at the point of slicing someone's throat though.
  
  I usually only get the urge to kill when I'm holding a knife and standing close to someone. I get these overwhelming feelings to stab (my mom) in the head so she goes away; right on top in the middle. Then these images flash before my eyes in an instant. The others in my family is in shock as they find my mom's dead body. Then I have to finish off the rest of my family, but my brother (who is away) comes back and is in utter shock and wishes revenge. However I am safely in jail, rotting away with the rest of my life. Then I commit suicide.

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  by larrymcjon on March 22nd, 2007

• [I usually run away before I can do anything, to seperate myself.]
  
  This thing happened today BTW.
  
  I'm a struggling writer right, still living at home, and I told my mom about my screenplay. But she said it was boring (not in an odd manner). I felt a bit sad I guess.
  
  Then as I was about to go upstairs she told me to wash a pile of dishes in the sink. I was washing the dishes, and only the forks and knives remained.
  
  Then there was an old orange sitting on the counter. My mom urged me to eat it, but I said no. So then she had me move aside so she could put some garbage in the can, then she stood close beside me chewing this orange over the sink while I was trying to do the chore she asked me to.
  
  Then I thought to myself, "Get the fuck out of the way!" But of course I would never say that. And I thought how fucking annoying the way she's eating like a cow.
  
  And as I was washing the knives, the thought (from above) flashed into my head. I felt sick to my stomach and I ran away upstairs.

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  by larrymcjon on March 22nd, 2007

• I have times where i hate the human race, and people seem ugly to me, and I wish I was a wizard where i could cast spells on people and zap them all away. I hate when people talk about controlling animal populations when human populations exceed almost all of them. Yes i have times where I want to kill people because humans can be some selfish cruel people, but would I ever consider actualy doing it? no.

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  by PurpleRN on March 22nd, 2007

• Based on your input in this comment section, I can see where you are pushed to develop these feelings and thoughts. Please take the advice of these caring people and seek professional help before you act on your feelings. God bless!

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  by Yeux on March 22nd, 2007

• i think if u get these kind of feelings for your mom then you should deffinitely try and stay away from people who you hate, according to you who irritate you alot.

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  by ImNotADocButICanHelp on March 11th, 2011